It has been half a year since I have set this blog and most of my social media platforms which I could remember private. It was my decision to get myself off the internet since I have withdrawn out from my university acceptance due to financial difficulties.
| Scholarship to Germany for study? Where had it been? I rejected the company's offer at my free will. I cannot afford if anything unforeseen happened to me when I am in a foreign country. I would like to thank the company for the opportunity that they given me. If you are reading this. Danke. |
Life has been tough and the hardship will still continue to escalate if I continue to work on what I am doing at the present. It seems that what I have been working on the past few years, besides to blog and work after school hours definitely has not been navigating me to the right path. I believe it is time for a change.
This blogosphere has helped me to note down every single happy moment and even the tiniest bits of the rays of any positivities. Even if so, I do not know what I should do and who I should seek help. Well, I did ask for advice from the seniors and I feel that they have long given up on striving to achieve their dreams. I feel that they are not sick of their life yet. They just choose to work to live and ensure that they live their days worth well. This would be the reason for me to private my social media platforms.
As for me present, I have started working at a well-reputation IT company. I had been living well. In fact, I am living better than before. I do not have to be discriminated based on my appearance at work. I work hard to gain merits at work.
My supervisors and mentors are currently the best humans I have met. They shared with me their skills and also how they managed their part-time degrees and full-time jobs. I am still getting used to this change of life decision. I am not sure how long would I take to recover.
Nevertheless, I saved a portion of my salary for university even if I have to resort to part-time study. I mean, I do not want to be deprived of education. My citizenship since birth has entitled me to receive a great education and since nothing comes free. I will still to persevere and work harder for it with clean hands.
I wonder when will I set this blog back to public again... I have created a project for myself to continue to write whenever I like. Haha, I shall name this series- #OffTheInternet. I am so creative. Haha!
Quote of the post:
"When life gives you lemons, make lemon water. It is better for your liver.
-Shirley Charlin"
Yours Sincerely, Shirley Charlin